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Thursday, 20 April 2006

  • so this is the first entry in what looks like to be like 5 months or so, its funny how websites fade in and out as THE hot thing, its like buying a pair of jeans that become your favorite and then you never wear your old ones again.hmmmm....i remember when i used to write what i really thought in here and how i really felt and then i had to censor myself because it just too popular and everyone cared what you thought and what you said, the world is filled with people who care far too much.

    so i have a boyfriend now and sometimes i dont know if what im doing right, if im with the right person. i mean he treats me wonderfully but he does challege me like i like to be its like he just rolls over to anything i say and i want someone to put up a fight sometimes, make me work for it sometimes. i dunno. i wish things where different or maybe im just internal unhappy and i can not find happiness with anyone until i find happiness within myself. i just want something that gives me that feeling and im afaid i dont get it with my curren boyfriend but he is the longest relationship ive had, amybe its just out of habit. its a safe bet.

Wednesday, 30 November 2005

  • sometimes life hands you things you can not expect nor know how to deal but it is a true test of character to make it through these tests alive and be a stronger person because of these unforseen tests. My question is though are these tests really tests or just a person trying to take advantage of a situation. Someone can only be so nice and after that the dark side comes out. Although i am happy with my current situation in life but there are a few loose ends i wish to tie up and forget about because these loose ends need to be forgotten about and their names shall never haev to exit my mouth again. i am tired of the ends and wish to be free of them but i think these loose ends i will not be free of for a long time due to lazyiness and lack of wanting something better for themselves. you cannot succeed if you do not try and futhermore no one wins by sitting on the sidelines, life will pass u up if you wait for it to happen these are all life lessons learned some too soon and some too late so i pray for those out there who do not realize their full potential and sit on the side lines watching their lives pass by them while merely playing a role in it. you will not get anywhere without taking charge of your own life.no one can be a victim of their chosen life.

Wednesday, 23 November 2005

  • well its been a WHILE since i wrote in here but hey im a busy girl! things right now are great and i hate to say that bc once you say it things start to go wrong! BLAH! well whats new i suppose?

    -i still have my love <3 Corey <3
    -Kevin is apparently in love with me....now too much too late!
    -i wanna move out like hardcore
    -i still have a job that for the most part i still like!
    -christmas is right around the corner!
    -i need to start looking for another job after christmas. maybe ill just work for my dad?
    - im so ready for all my friends to come home for the holidays! YAY fun times!

Thursday, 27 October 2005

  • hmmmm well i got a job (again) and i like it way better then blockbuster because haha i get out like 3 hours eariler then i would there! YAY! i get to actually sleep and go to school while continueing to keep up....riiiightttt.

    i finally tried this such a yummy tea place in mansfield that have the little tapoica balls in your cold drinks...yuuummmmmmy. you guys gotta try it-tea zone in the corner of the walmart/pizza hut/cingular/blockbuster shopping center on matlock and debbie lane! and its way cheaper then starbucks! yESSSS

    Halloween parties this weekend YAY! and froo froo's party which will be super fun. ive decided to go as a devils angel cuz frankly i really am no saint and for that matter no one else really is either so yea....oh well i think itll be a fun costume, ill just be alittle cold.

    Corey and i are doing wonderfully minus the few fights we get into every so often but i cant help that guys just cant say the right thing sometimes and their stupid cuz they dont realize that when they do it but hey i got that boy in check! hehehe yea i think that intro lovey dovey phase is over and we are getting into the sometimes i really cant stand you phase. everyone goes through them but not everyone makes it through still together. hopefully i will be one to make it through together!

     

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